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Gentlemen's Establishment |
| Sunday, August 20, 2006 |
| 18 months to ord |
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gonna dump my views here for awhile. so hell week is over, but i wasn't part of it. seeing how the guys got secured on the 5th and final day of hell week made me wanna be part of it. they jumped, they danced they cried. tears of joy. i could only watch from a distance. i won't deny there's a part of me that regrets getting ooc frm the course. but when i look at the bigger picture i feel that my decision was a correct one. what if i can't clear my ears when i go to dive phase? what if my ear drum starts to burst 30m under the sea? i might go deaf. so many what ifs. if i can't clear my ears at 4m i doubt i can do that 10 times deeper. whereever i may get posted to, this place will be part of my memory. i served a good 3 months of bmt here and another 1month of physical conditioning phase. i been through boat pt, timed run, drown proofing, knot tying, sea circuit. but i'm not a hellweeker, hah. missed out on the lump sum of backpay at the end of the month, but ultimately health is the most important. booking in soon. there'll be a change of command tmr. finally get to book in in civi. but for how long? ben @ 6:12 PM : comments: 0 |
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